creating a rough draft

my head hurts. i just came across my old blog from what seems like lifetimes ago. all 526 posts that i created with love, only to delete the whole damn thing years later. i'll be honest. the only reason why i'm creating this blog, is to try and grasp some type of therapy without actually going to therapy. let me start from the beginning. i'm living in charlotte, north carolina. which before i go any further, i'm not even going to worry about capitalizing my letters. the laptop i'm on doesn't exactly have a caps button, and where one would be...is the search key. i've hit that button 692649 times it seems, and i'm just a bit over it. so if this style drives you crazy....i do not apologize. anyways. back to what i was saying. i'm living in charlotte, north carolina. i moved here with my then husband in january 2018 only for us to separate 6 months later. to say, it was a blessing in disguise, would be exactly what it was. fuck the carolina...